weeeeeeeeeee

As if i already hadn't made it clear how amazing my boyfriend is, here is another reason.
Yesterday, I woke up, bummed around for a little bit, and I went into my purse to get my cigarettes. and what did i find in there?


my most favorite perfume ever! for no reason, other than he loves me. he is so wonderful. i seriously am so lucky to have him.
not to be cheese ballish, but i never knew what love was until i found billy.


i need to update more.

School has been wonderful.
Last night, we had a woman from Jane Iredale do makeup demos on us.
girls, seriously, use this makeup, it's amazing! you feel like you aren't wearing any makeup and you get great coverage, as well. if anyone wants anything, lemme know, i get 20% off at school.





and as usual, some screw tube

i didnt know a video was being taken, thanks baby


derek in a nutshell

preggggooosss

M.I.A. is preggo (via Missbehave).
weird.



that must be both uncomfortable & tiring performing a show with a bun in the oven.




and hi, we all know i'm obsessed with Deery Lou, so buy me this bag and wallet (so i can finally get rid of my 4 yr old deery lou wallet, which i've been refusing to do bc i cant find a new deery lou wallet)




plus they match my deery lou tattoo.

sneakers, tattoos, yay

these are fresh

Jeremy Scott for Adidas




call me crazy, but i've been having such a guilty pleasure for this song
"girls around the world"- lloyd f/ lil wayne.
im not really a fan of either, but i can't get enough of this song.
maybe it's the slick rick sample.






here are random tattoo flicks and a video
















damn, i cant wait to get color next week!

kim k

via MissBehave

wow, this is Kim Kardashian at age 14. who looks like that at that age? I totally thought she got plastic surgery... at least her cans, possibly lips... but apparently not.
I actually find her kind of annoying (especially on her show), but she is absolutely stunning.


Billy and I got tattooed last night, by Kyley. I got my candyland outline finished and it looks sick. Next week is hopefully my last session, finally getting color done. Billy got his MC alias tattooed on his wrist. His MC name is endolbeol, so he designed this piece that's a heart, but it's actually an E and B with an elipses and an arrow. I'm uploading the pics as we speak, so I'll post them momentarily.


Here is that video of Billy freestyling over a beat he made himself:



and here is a video of billy, derek and i being dumb the other day when we were bummed bc we couldnt get tattooed right away:


we're swell

some random shit

So, my lover and I were supposed to get tattooed yesterday, by my girl Kyley @ Wyld Chyld Tattoo. I usually make my appointments directly through her, but this time I didn't. Had a feeling I should've though. I was right. We picked up Derek and were moments away from driving there (the shop is 45 minutes away) and one of the guys from the shop call me and tell me Kyley wasn't coming in!!! Turns out, they never even told her she had an appointment. Now we're rescheduled for Thursday. I simply cannot wait to finish the Candyland sleeve. Billy is getting his first tattoo. He looks like he should be covered, but i'm taking him to pop his tattoo cherry. His idea is sick, can't wait till we go.

Anyway, we were bummed because we got ourselves all hyped up to get tatted, so we decided to go shopping instead. Where else? Sneaker shop.

Baby picked me up these high dunks! can't resist purple:

they're so pretty.


After shopping for fitteds and sneakers, Billy, Derek, and I went back to Billy's and hung out in the studio.
Here is a video from that... the first one is Billy spitting some shit he previously wrote, and i'll add the second one where is he freestyling when it finishes processing on youtube:





ugh love him

pseudo mosh pit?

last Saturday, we went to Captain Blackbird's Pub and this awesome Ramone's cover band was playing.

Here is a not so clear video of Derek and I in our own mosh pit.

Jess and Derek are so raw

this is what

me and my friends do.....










this one is me and billy singing "paranoid android", im off key due to alcohol consumption. deal with it.

baby

here is a video of my boyf spitting some shit, and our friend phen doing vocals and on the loopstation (murder for hire)

Murder for Hire- impromptu free/jam pt. THREE 11/2/06

wow i'm alive

okay, so i've neglected this thing for far too long.
most of the summer was pretty much miserable for me, but i got through it and i'm better than ever now.
a lot has gone on, but i am so much stronger.
i'm so thankful for my friends, family and particularly one dope boy named Billy.

Billy is a godsend. for real. we've been dating for only a short time, but he is honestly the most amazing boy i've ever met. i'm astounded at how hard i sweat him.
we've got so much in common, like crazy shit, i still can't believe it.
and he's super talented. he sings, rhymes, writes, plays guitar and makes beats.
i'm truly dumbfounded at how lucky i am.... for everything.

i start school oct. 14th, i cannot wait.
i'm finally getting my esthetics license, so i can REALLY do something with my makeup skills now.


here is my boo and some lyrics he wrote about me.




"20 Minutes" by endoLbeoL:

I woke up with a palm pressed against tight smooth flesh,

it's as if the world burned and there were two left,

time tested respected convention meets new-fresh,

my closed eyes clueless, shallow until opened to true depth,

to keep your spooned head upon shoulder, I tried to move less,

and hold mine in so I could feel you take in each new breath,

thought back to you dancing to juke tunes in jeans and loose dress,

and your name being the one the punk cover band knew best,

making love with movements, had me captivated like 'ooooooooo, yes',

every step a stride towards fighting life's crude twists that misconstrue sense,

but I stay grounded, make rounds at sifting through what you said in used texts,

if given: live alone or leave loved? I would choose death,

feeling real and knew this, since I saw last week's Sunday begin,

your radiance, leaving previous sunbeam's gleams seeming extraneous,

right from jump to get in, for twenty minutes- too much to mention,

while you slept, I counted each of one thousand two hundred seconds…