a sorta fairy tale

who remembers Faerie Tale Theatre?
This was my favorite show when i was a youngin, seriously obsessed. had almost every episode on vhs and watched them every single day of my kiddie life.
my aunt bought me the dvd box set for my bday last month, and i've been watching them with my little cousins and it's giving me mega deja vu.




and whatever happened to Shelly Duvall?

richie

i'm sorry, but i can't get enough of this bitch.










on another note, more will be added to my candyland sleeve in a week.
stoked.
the beautiful boyfriend will be getting something dope etched into his skin, as well.
love him.

twitter

so i peeped twitter after hearing about it from Betsey J., and i'm a little obsessed... and I'm not exactly sure why.

oh well, it is what it is.

i tend to get obsessed with little things.

add me/follow me.

what i do

follow me on Twitter

kickies and other shit

Leaders1354 x Reebok Reverse Jam



these are way pretty and i need them.
via 80s Fresh


oh and thank god obama won! i like laughing at republicans. what did you think of the speeches?




i liked my outfit yesterday. brought back the 80s/early 90s/lisa turtle-esque vintage sweaters. is it obnoxious enough for you? i hope so.






things with the boyf are amazing and i've honestly NEVER been happier.
this feeling is perfect and i know it will never fade.

kim k

via MissBehave

wow, this is Kim Kardashian at age 14. who looks like that at that age? I totally thought she got plastic surgery... at least her cans, possibly lips... but apparently not.
I actually find her kind of annoying (especially on her show), but she is absolutely stunning.


Billy and I got tattooed last night, by Kyley. I got my candyland outline finished and it looks sick. Next week is hopefully my last session, finally getting color done. Billy got his MC alias tattooed on his wrist. His MC name is endolbeol, so he designed this piece that's a heart, but it's actually an E and B with an elipses and an arrow. I'm uploading the pics as we speak, so I'll post them momentarily.


Here is that video of Billy freestyling over a beat he made himself:



and here is a video of billy, derek and i being dumb the other day when we were bummed bc we couldnt get tattooed right away:


we're swell

some random shit

So, my lover and I were supposed to get tattooed yesterday, by my girl Kyley @ Wyld Chyld Tattoo. I usually make my appointments directly through her, but this time I didn't. Had a feeling I should've though. I was right. We picked up Derek and were moments away from driving there (the shop is 45 minutes away) and one of the guys from the shop call me and tell me Kyley wasn't coming in!!! Turns out, they never even told her she had an appointment. Now we're rescheduled for Thursday. I simply cannot wait to finish the Candyland sleeve. Billy is getting his first tattoo. He looks like he should be covered, but i'm taking him to pop his tattoo cherry. His idea is sick, can't wait till we go.

Anyway, we were bummed because we got ourselves all hyped up to get tatted, so we decided to go shopping instead. Where else? Sneaker shop.

Baby picked me up these high dunks! can't resist purple:

they're so pretty.


After shopping for fitteds and sneakers, Billy, Derek, and I went back to Billy's and hung out in the studio.
Here is a video from that... the first one is Billy spitting some shit he previously wrote, and i'll add the second one where is he freestyling when it finishes processing on youtube:





ugh love him

wow i'm alive

okay, so i've neglected this thing for far too long.
most of the summer was pretty much miserable for me, but i got through it and i'm better than ever now.
a lot has gone on, but i am so much stronger.
i'm so thankful for my friends, family and particularly one dope boy named Billy.

Billy is a godsend. for real. we've been dating for only a short time, but he is honestly the most amazing boy i've ever met. i'm astounded at how hard i sweat him.
we've got so much in common, like crazy shit, i still can't believe it.
and he's super talented. he sings, rhymes, writes, plays guitar and makes beats.
i'm truly dumbfounded at how lucky i am.... for everything.

i start school oct. 14th, i cannot wait.
i'm finally getting my esthetics license, so i can REALLY do something with my makeup skills now.


here is my boo and some lyrics he wrote about me.




"20 Minutes" by endoLbeoL:

I woke up with a palm pressed against tight smooth flesh,

it's as if the world burned and there were two left,

time tested respected convention meets new-fresh,

my closed eyes clueless, shallow until opened to true depth,

to keep your spooned head upon shoulder, I tried to move less,

and hold mine in so I could feel you take in each new breath,

thought back to you dancing to juke tunes in jeans and loose dress,

and your name being the one the punk cover band knew best,

making love with movements, had me captivated like 'ooooooooo, yes',

every step a stride towards fighting life's crude twists that misconstrue sense,

but I stay grounded, make rounds at sifting through what you said in used texts,

if given: live alone or leave loved? I would choose death,

feeling real and knew this, since I saw last week's Sunday begin,

your radiance, leaving previous sunbeam's gleams seeming extraneous,

right from jump to get in, for twenty minutes- too much to mention,

while you slept, I counted each of one thousand two hundred seconds…

i know, i know

i'll get back to doing this soon.

my life has been ridiculously chaotic, so i haven't really been into blogging lately.

back soon<3

just finished watching this movie for the first time in like a year.
I forgot how much i love it and how i can relate it to my own life.



"Motherfucking cocksucker motherfucking shit fucker what am I doing? What am I doing? I don't know what I'm doing. I'm doing the best that I can. I know that's all I can ask of myself. Is that good enough? Is my work doing any good? Is anybody paying attention? Is it hopeless to try and change things? The African guy is a sign, right? Because if he isn't, than nothing in this world makes any sense to me. I'm fucked! Maybe I should quit. Don't quit! Maybe I should just fucking quit. Don't fucking quit! I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to fucking do anymore! Fucker! Fuck shit!"

~Albert Markovski


aka
Jason Schwartzman via I Heart Huckabees

i just got really bored...

and made this on photoshop.











yeah, i'm lame.

i can't take it anymore

why on earth did SoBe have Naomi Campbell dancing to thriller with cartoon lizards in their commercial?
For the past month or so, I've seen this commercial at least once a day, and it bothers me to no end.
I'm a dancer, have taken classes since I'm 2 years old, so maybe that's why it bothers me more.
But honestly, the cartoon lizards dance 10x better than Naomi. Plus, it's the Thriller dance. If you're going to have someone doing that choreography, they better do it well. She looks like a fat kid trying to ride a skateboard or something.

best ever

thank god today is over...

probably the worst i've had in a long time.


sooo soo bad.


and i think i sprained my wrist or possibly fractured it bc it kills and something is sticking out of it. i guess it could be the bone. great.



at least i get to go to paid dues with this super douche!:




give me love.


i need it.

my wifey got a blogspot

so my wife, love of my life made a blogspot.

munstermag.blogspot.com


how gorgeous is she?

werd

"The mind is a superb instrument if used rightly. Used wrongly, however, it becomes very destructive. To put it more accurately, it is not so much that you use your mind wrongly - you usually don't use it at all. It uses you. This is the disease. You believe that you are your mind. This is the delusion. The instrument has taken over."

~ Eckhart Tolle




Started reading The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. I'm only into the second or third chapter, but this book is so inspiring. It can change your way of thinking.
Highly recommend it.






I also recommend Junky by William S. Burroughs.
I read this book in about 2 days and it's pretty intense.
Basically just a memoir of his battle with drugs, but an amazing read.

last.fm

i been on this site for like 3 yrs.
add me.

here's my "artist quilt".







ps my arm is ridiculously itchy from getting tattoooed.

ahhhhhhhh

I love this weather. I love being outdoors. I love layin out pool side.
so relaxing.




now if only people would hurry up and get the pool set up!



haha i love that little dolphin waterfall.

candyland in progress...

and do what my t-shirt says:

screwtube and random

I started a youtube account, and i'm currently uploading videos from last night.
nothing too great though. but i will go out of my way and make a fool out of myself, and show u how i rhyme biggie lyrics when im buzzed. so what?




came across this website today with funny tees.
i thought they were humorous.
good conversation starters, if anything. ha.





I'm bored, can you tell?

oh and i also want these:

Air Jordan 1 Military

Chloe Lattanzi

Olivia Newton John's daughter, kind of gives me the creeps. I think, she's only like 21, maybe 22? And you can see the ridiculous amount of facial surgery she has already gotten.
I dunno, she looks a little bugged out, if you ask me.
Her singing voice is interesting, though.